To My Ex Husband, It was a year ago today that we were preparing to say “I do” to each other. We were preparing to make a covenant to each other before God. I was anxiously preparing to see you for the first time on that day. It was a busy day of pictures, family, […]Read more "An Open Letter to my Ex"
I am nearing what would have been mine and my ex’s first wedding anniversary. In 13 days that day will arrive. Currently as I look through Facebook it pops up memories of a countdown to the wedding. I look at those memories and my heart fills with sorrow. The struggle lately has been with the […]Read more "Rejection"
I have attempted to write this blog entry multiple times, but each time it feels filtered. So this is my unfiltered approach to this entry. Divorce sucks. My divorce is finalized and it has been emotionally draining and taxing. Getting the signed papers in the mail made reality set in. I have been weepy, angry, […]Read more "Solid Ground"
Going through the process of divorce has been taxing and trying both emotionally and spiritually. I have felt that the failure of my marriage has become a defining factor, that it disqualifies me in many ways. It seemed too big of a thing to overcome. But, all of those things were lies from the enemy. […]Read more "A Love Letter"
Silence: It screams. It yells. It hurts. It is a reminder of the brokenness, the loss, and the hurt caused by divorce. Silence has a feeling, it’s heavy, it’s sorrowful, it feels unbearable. In the silence I can feel the broken pieces of my heart. Those broken pieces are wrecked by abandonment, shattered by deception, […]Read more "Death Without a Funeral"
I sit here while in the process of going through a divorce and this scripture keeps coming to mind: “And the two will become one flesh. So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate” Mark 10:8-9. It comes to mind to explain the hurt […]Read more "I hate divorce"
My heart is broken. I have random times of being angry, of feeling hurt, of being sad and crying. My emotions seem to change with the wind. The smallest reminder can cause me to move from a place of happiness to a place of sadness, or anger, or a combination. It has not been an […]Read more "It Takes Three"